ECHOES OF COURAGE !

ECHOES OF COURAGE

I don't know how to say this,I want to speak but no one will listen to me,I have been battling alot,so many wars I have fought,there some I won.. I don't know how,I usually gather as much courage before I get in the battle field, leave alone just preparing well,but sincerely I need someone, someone to help me in there,someone to help raise my sword when my hands get tired, someone who I can just talk to.

I don't want you to tell me anything just listen.I need love.I have tried so many times to find love but to no avail, instead I find myself loving someone more than the person does or sometimes even myself.I just need someone to hold me and tell me it's okay..don't judge me just give me a shoulder to lean on and keep on assuring me that everything is going to be okay.

I have been telling so many people about this but no one ever takes me seriously, everyone is just self centered,they normally talk about themselves , anytime I am trying to tell someone something they will shift the topic immediately to themselves.I want to scream to the top of my voice but I know no one will hear me.

I am so grateful to God for the battle's I fought and the far I have come.There's so many battles I have to win inorder to win the prize,I am just a quarter way done. Many want that gold medal so I have to work extra harder,it's a live or die.......but if I die just tell my Mom I tried,I tried so hard.She is the only person I want to win this battle for.

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