THE FACE OF FEAR

Random picture of myself caught in deep thoughts. 

I've been running for miles and miles breathing heavily, I want to look back but am afraid if I stop, I will get caught, so I have to keep on running.Its half an hour now and am so tired,sweaty and nervous.I don't know what am running from exactly,but what I know it's a bunch of weird scaring half human,creatures who are threatening my life.

I don't know how I got here, but I found an abandoned house full of cobwebs and dirt,I have no option but to hide because I can't keep on running.

Behind the closet, I hear them grumble,hungry and thirsty for blood.One after the other,they are coming up with solutions on how to find me.The trepidation in me is overwhelming.

Coincidentally, I recognize the voice of one of these creatures.. I'm sure I heard it from one somewhere before.

Yes! it was my classmate..It was Alex, telling me about how with no skills I cannot get a real job, yeah I remember it was my cousin telling me that life is hard you cannot make it alone,my dads empty promises and emotions getting over me.

Relationship is now not the topic sentence, because shit ,its too much for me.My ex Keeps calling and texting me and my boyfriend keeps reminding me of the past I thought I had recovered from..

I remember having insomnia because  am overthinking.Overthinking about my perception of life .I have walked to one station after the other, travel from one place to the other to look for attachment opportunities.I have dropped so many papers from family to friends.Amend ends, with people I thought I will never talk to,made new allies with people I don't know about,talked my problem out to strangers I met in a bus just to be aided.Recieved and made phone calls I thought I would never make.

..Indeed life humbles you ...

I am afraid am afraid,am afraid all these creatures are after me, and they would get me and demolish me!

Depression is constantly knocking because stress has already had it's vacation with me.

My mom is not giving up on me however much I don't behave, she's the only hope life has left me. I can't explain all this right now because my heart is pounding out of my chest, beating wildly.One of these creatures just saw my skirt between the closet door...I am petrified...

This time am doomed!